Saturday, September 17, 2011

Its About Love Today.

Cinderella & Her Prince.
Arthur Pendragon & Guinevere.

The FBI Muscle & The Forensic Genius.
Booth & Bones.

The Heartbreaking Love.
Brooke & Julian.

I know love is unconditional but I also know it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing. My heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine - Yvaine, Stardust.

I must be missing you so badly because whenever I see these picture with them in it, I always imagining that they might be us & later I will laugh hardly because its funny to think them as us. What was I thinking ? LOL <3 I love you so much.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Final Exam.


I can't wait to pack my bag & fly back to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah. My one true Home Sweet Home. 15/October/2011, I'll be waiting for you. Only one more month to go, yippie ! Got this big plans on my head of mine now ! muhehehe <3

I'll start doing my subjects revision tomorrow morning, not today. Today is the day for me to indulge myself with lots of foods & drinks, movies & books. Anatomy Books & Notes, I'll be seeing you tomorrow. Sincerely, me with lots of love, xoxo <3

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Body of Proof.

This is what the dead body looks like when we first arrive at the Dissection Hall for Dr. Ammar, Musculoskeletal System class. Tell you the truth, I'm not that afraid when I first look at it, I just feel sorry for it. Dead. Mummified. Cut into half.

This is not the actual picture. Its our policy for not taking any picture or record anything during this session.

After 1 Hour & 30Minutes ..

I already done of touching this & touching that. Wash both of my hand. Clean up. Pick my bag. & I'm Out from the Dissection Hall feeling so hungry what-so-ever !

After 1 Hour & 30 Minutes ..

Still cannot finish my lunch. I cannot get rid of the smells out of my mind. Still imagining the muscle that I touch is exactly my lunch which is not meat at all. Chicken okay .. So me & Mr. Chicken keep staring each other, waiting ..

After 1 Hour & 30 Minutes ..

Aargh ! The bloody smell still on me .. Will go for a very hot bath. Two times scrubbing. Two times dettol. Okay, done !

 Imagine seeing this, Are you able to eat after that ?

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Tomorrow in 13 Hours.

Supposedly my big Intro to Med lab test will be on for another 13 hours & still I didn't have the mood to study or read any books or notes * just finish eating & gossiping with gf's, haha ! The blood glucose is still high, maybe its the reason why I'm being such a lazy-bone.

Tomorrow lab test will consists of 3 major question on 3 different test .. *maybe, I didn't remember he saying that .. but let us hope .. it will be so much easier ..

Then at 2 PM I've got Cardiovascular System Quiz on Upper & Lower Limb Blood Circulation. Hoping Dr. Faez question will be easy to answer, Amin.

Silence without Chaos.

What ? Its Okay

People say when you writing a blog, that's the only thing you are able to do for you to relieve what-so-ever tension or crisis you are into right now but for me, what is personal remain personal unless I wanna talk about it here.

Maybe this matter is personal for me so I'll just gonna leave it here, alone & hoping when I'm writing this, all the bitterness, the sadness will disappear ..

What happen today is ..

Better left unsaid until I've clear my mind about everything. People might think that I'm just being a drama queen or over-reacted but lets face it ! You'll be just like me when you wear my shoes. What is it with people who just don't want what I'm offering here ? I'm just sad but it will pass, it always do .. always has ..

Monday, September 12, 2011

Moment of Truth !

For the first time in my life I feel like I'm some kind of monster or maybe an alien that just don't deserve to life on earth ! Why ? huu I got this very severe allergic towards "dirty environment" you name it : water, bug, dust, everything ! the doctor herself said I should be quarantine in my own room, not that the sickness is spreading but to save myself instead ! Urrgh ! this is frustrating. I mean what the **** I'm supposed to do ? Wear that space shuttle suit everywhere I go ? People might get the idea that I'm crazy or something.

The doctor said, I'm the kind of person that have the "First Class Skin Type" that needed to protect to the highest level of all level ? What ? Are you kidding me ? What kind of doctor that made joke about something like that ? This is really make me sad.

I've already gone through this twice & believe me, it always getting harder & harder every time I've got this "madness" the scars will take ages to disappear * very long-long sigh, huuuuuhhh

GOD ! Help me now (vωv) Amin.

Just imagine you got these all over your body !
Its frustrating right ?

Hopefully this meds can help me go through this. Amin

Sunday, September 11, 2011

12 Songs About You.

Been listening to this song, that song, old song even the new song..
Finally, I'm proud to dedicate these lovely songs just for you..
The 12 Song About You.

  1. Love Song - 311
  2. Today's The Day - Aimee Mann
  3. Like A Star - Corrine Bailey Rae
  4. To Be With You - Hoobastank
  5. Warning Sign - Coldplay
  6. Running - Donawhale
  7. 좋은사람 - Fanny Fink
  8. Make Up - Adult Child
  9. Hello - Lionel Richie
  10. Sandaran Hati - Letto
  11. Only You - Sinead O'Connor 
  12. Your Beating Heart - Brendan James
Just the two of us, always.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

The Sweetest Ever !

Ain't this sweet ?

Sweetest couple really get on my nerve. Not in a bad manner of course, hee I just envy them because they can see each other everyday.

It just doesn't seem unfair to me. This is what happen when you decide to study far far away from your hometown. Hee, maybe not that far away *I'm Sabahan girl study at Peninsular Malaysia* The hardest part from all this study-far-far-away thing is being away from your family, friends & love one. Not that I don't appreciate my "Peninsular" friends its just hard being away from friends that almost like brothers & sisters. *sigh for a moment, I miss them so much !

Since I've start getting busy with coming Lab Test & Exam *Coming-So-Soon* Me & my booboo really don't have time to keep in touch, what I mean is before all of this madness come along, me & my booboo always 3G-ing until we both fall asleep but now, I can't hardly find myself a time for myself. Most of my time I've spent with medical books & assignments. I even din't go back for Raya Festive, huur isn't that frigging sad ? *sigh for a moment, huu..

But fear not, my big exam will started 3/10/2011 until 14/10/2011 and I will fly back to Sabah on 15/10/2011 *yippie !! to celebrate my 1 month semester break. I'll promise myself that I will spent my time fairly to all who deserve it *Big friends & family portrait is a must this time ! haha

I miss you so much !
(Looking forward of spending time with you again booboo)

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Thing That I Really Can't Live Without.

Let me start this blog writing with a simple Question.
Are you a Heels-Addict ? Cause if you are,
Can you resist . .
This & This . . ? I know I can't ! Such a beauty.
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What is it with heels that I can take my hands off ? Every time I do my monthly shopping, I always look for a heels. For me, the higher, the better it is. For some people, yah I'm crazy but what can I do ? I just love heels so much. I'll keep on buying  & buying till I forgot about something.. What's the right outfit for these heels. So reader's if you happen to read this, I really need your help. Pictures or images, Illustration, I don't mind. Just help me to sort this one out will ya, thanks loovee' <3


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